and i’m wide awake
so many thoughts » none interesting
leaving me bored and reading
past future work now modern real
no longer needing my voice
everyone’s found the way
to find it within
it’s always and all ways been
and now it’s all the rage
finding peace the millennial way
knows the darkness matches the light
and evolution eclipses violence
except in the darkest of we
as We Stand Together
rejecting the ways of death
right here right now
Love is right here
Literally laying beside me until it’s not
Finding a deeper one who waits for me
Travel as I do in my own revelry
Knowing now for real it’s there
Having spent the night as one
It’s a complete dimension
Lost and gone as I lay
Next to the love
as “mom” I think my heart beats no more to fix the auto corrected words I don’t like, like “I” vs. my preferred “i”, sigh, and initial capitalization, why?
only if it’s NECESSARY, should any script include extra shifts as the efficient use of logarithmic schemes boldly go best tangentially free, right?
i’m so, no, i’m SOOOOO grateful my daughter is comfortable with the distance i feel she can put between us (yes, even when we’re in the same room), yet she still maintains perfect connection to my lost soul wandering earth. as a youngster, it is good to have the confidence independence gives you even when the daily scene of life is a perpetual routine, patently, yet not always nor in all ways perfectly, secure, as we have, gratefully, learned together.
i am honored to watch the growth of my daughter into womanhood; these next two years will be powerful for her.